Pre-exam preparations & Breaks Supremos

          First of all, I would like to congratulate Wsheng for getting straight A’s for A-levels and scoring 100% for several exams. In fact, I’m very very proud of him, even my sister fail to get straight A’s. He even “belanja” me and my friends “makan” at The Cave in SS2. Tq Tq !!

          Hope Davin can win the upcoming Breaks Supremos competition in Ipoh then come back belanja me eat.. Lol. Come to think of it, I started Bboying few months before Mx and Davin and im still at the amateur stage T_T  Guess i didn’t put in enough effort.

          Been really “busy” GrandChasing and studying for exam. Unfortunately, my study plans kept on clashing with random events. Think i spent too much time GrandChasing, at least I have something to occupy my mind instead of worrying for the finals. I have no fcking idea how i started getting all this pre-exam phobia. Well, maybe it’s a good thing.. must be the pressure of staying in the same house as Ming-Y !!

 

-Alex

The Judgement

Though if in thine knowledge
Chooseth thee to be untaught
Like a king among fools
Is what maketh thee mine
fool among king.

Though if in thine knowledge
Hast remembrance of innocence
Thou foolishness rings true
And ye’ innocence falls not on thee
nor on me.

And if in thine knowledge
Maketh thyself blind’d
Only by light shall thy be cured
Might hesitantly brought
Sight lustfully snatch’d.

And if in thine knowledge
Rings the knell of truth
Mirrors shalt shatter
For thy actions art reflect’d
upon the judging sands.

UTAR IFDB

Yea~ Looks like I’m the first to write about this.

The competition was tough in a “we weren’t prepared” sorta way. So yea, with a total of two full practices physically together (behold the power of MSN and video conferencing) and choreographing the battle routines an hour before the event, I’d say we weren’t really confident.

really had fun tho. I’l let the pic tell the results

nuff’ said. Time to focus on studies.

Really Random Rants

Slacking like hell but then classes are useless. Only learned from mass media & society and intro to advertising. Even then MM&S lecturer seems to always misinterpret things I say. Sometimes even if I agree, I pretend to disagree for the sake of neutrality. Even if I get barred, I can buy MCs. Money sure is useful. School is easy enough to excel without effort. Why put in 80% for perfection when putting in 30% gets you a first-class honors? I guess perfection is good.

I realized that I always score a hole in one every time I bboy alone. And I always trip on the golf clubs when it’s in public. I wonder how I could even get through Ipoh Bboy League. Then again, flying alone is better than not flying at all. I should rest after this. I’d probably come out better.

People don’t get that I say because I care. Sometimes I wish I had the ability to stop caring. In fact, I should probably mind my own business from now on. But people can’t stop caring. Learned that people prefer talking rather than listening so much that they don’t hear themselves. Sometimes I do that too. But at least I find out.

I boast only to boost my self esteem. You can do it too. So don’t call me an egoist please. I have confidence but it can be better. You can pretend to pull me down and I’ll laugh with you. When I do it, I expect you to laugh with me. And for your own sake, do it with class.

Everybody has  got things on their mind. Everybody has got ways to handle their problems. Some kill themselves. Some kill others. I look down and sigh, then look up and smile. Because Mother Theresa once said that peace begins with a smile. When I stop smiling you can tell me.

I always knew I preferred to be alone. But I sometimes enjoy company. So I’m glad I met you guys. You guys are good company.

Sometimes I feel confused. Why can’t people understand common sense? Why can’t people listen? I recognize my mistakes. I know I can do things wrongly. I hate it when I’m wrong. I sometimes argue.

But I always use rationale. Why do people not understand that a cause comes with an effect? Why do people not understand that no pain equals no gain. Why do people not understand that when I say I am me, they should respect what i said?

I’m a cynical optimist. Sometimes I feel like I should stop thinking.

Break Supremos

Saw this wonderfull competition when I was browsing cintabboy’s blog.

          Omg, see that. Cash Prizes worth more than RM2,000. Was thinking of joining this competition for fun and then i found out from someone that someone else is planning to join with 2 other people, and I heard nothing about it. Nothing. Not even a word. Same goes to the other crew members. Fanfuckingtastic !!

 

- From Someone Not Important

STREET BEATZ

GRAND FINAL

Date: 9th August 2008 (Saturday)

Time: 6pm-10pm

Venue: UTAR PJ CAMPUS ( FICT PD011 )

We will be joining this competition along with Chun Ming and Taz from Kampar campus. Hopefully we are able to pass the showcase round and go to the battle. I have to admit my performance at the last competition was pathetic. I’m not gonna give any excuse this time, guess i’ve been fooling around too much instead of practicing.

Been busy doing assingments and studying for exam lately and what’s worst? Instead of spending time bboying i go DOTA !! Sad… But It’s a better way to release stress and it’s less tiring IMO.

(ps: Still got practice la but seldom.)

Pornography.

Ask yourself this very simple question: As a person, is pornography in it’s purest element, right or wrong?

The answer is it is wrong and if you think otherwise you can come to me and kiss my ass. While people can individually justify it in various ways and perhaps twist it into a senseless joke, in the end when you are in the room alone, can you honestly say that it is right? It is obscene and unnatural, a disgrace to basic values and ultimately just plain immoral. Has morality lost it’s meaning?

I remember the Spartans once said that the concept of video games is the same. It is bad blah blah, but think about it, pornography is at a totally different level, it’s like comparing stealing and killing. Sure both can be bad but they are both totally different things. And if you still want to argue about this, then I’ll state that assuming both are wrong, then we still reach a consensus that pornography is wrong. Take that biatch, I never said I’m a good guy, I’m just trying my best.

I remember them saying that it is for entertainment. Which leads to this:

I have never touched porn until a few weeks ago out of curiosity, I closed it halfway and I probably wouldn’t touch it any time soon. I am no saint but there’s actually a very simple yet cynical explanation to this.

I can’t watch pornography simply because I can’t enjoy it and also because there’s always something better to do. I was raised to (believe?), (know?) that it is not right. Perhaps I would if I could face the screen without a loud nag at the back of my head.

Then again, let’s put it this way: Let’s say that there’s no right or wrong about pornography. It just is. It is something that exists. -End-

In this case, I’m the biggest fool. Pornography is supposed to be entertaining but I can’t take it because I’ve been taught to feel guilty about it. Perhaps this is the case and I’m a fool living in my own ideal world.

I really wonder, do people really think that pornography is right?

We’ve been taught the bandwagon effect, it basically means - people follow the crowd. It used to be that the crowd thinks that pornography is wrong, but I realised that it’s changed so much that not only is it assumed that all males watch porn, it is also made out that not watching it is weird.

Everyone has their own stand on this I guess…. but one thing’s for sure, while I now truly have nothing against pornography-watching, I mean I actually have no right to criticize it since I’m a sinner, yet I still won’t watch it. Once again I’ll say, I’m no saint, but rather it’s just that as an individual I believe that when it comes down to yes or no, I prefer no just as another would prefer yes. Also it’s a past time that I have no interest in. Whether or not I’m just the product of conventional teachings or maybe I’m just plain naive in the modern world, I find it a waste of time, just as you would say playing DotA is a waste of time.

No more no less.

And I always wondered…. even I can twist it around and say, I’m a man trapped in a forgotten culture.

Vary

There liv’d a time of diluted understanding,
of true smiles but false endings.
Where I stood to gain but nev’r tall,
and we used to think we’d have it all.

In a sense, nothing was lost…
Why should hearts break for ghosts?

That’s what you were then…
For when we pass’d one another,
It’s like walking through Wind,
Just for calling differences - sin

But I hope you know it’s true…
about what I said was truth.

That I can see what you see, hear what you hear.
And deep down inside, it’s the truth you fear.

Or maybe I’m just naive,
and reality is how you perceive.
but we are two and one’s a fool….

….I know I am no fool.

So check your sight,why lose might?
Over an illusion of insecurities,
and blaming it on trivialities.
Framing up blinded seconds,
and making it last for eternity.

Mine comes from the heart,
from time you’d know
this much is as so
Remember.Always.That…
come what may, it will not sway.

Then again…..
I am no fool.
And I choose what lesser men won’t do.
And all’s well that ends well,
no thanks to you.

Euqinu

Like animals. Preferably in herds to counter insecurities? Perhaps loneliness comes easily? or maybe it’s just preference. Oooor maybe it’s just learned that herds are winners and not so loses. Perhaps it’s time to consider that the opposite can also happen because of preference~?

Hah, there’s a good reason history or mystory is as it is. It’s not as if I don’t know, it’s more like it’s because I know that I have to seem like I don’t. OOhh how I wish I could find one who equals me, not in a sense that we are superior, more so that we are all ourselves but; we are similar.

As time and time repeats and as I am I and who knows better than I, that there is in a confined reality no existence that comes close to mine, not to mean I’m special but I’d just like to encounter a dreamer with the same dreams. The thing is I being me, am pretty much weird in every possible sense. Ahhh, a great chance to apologize to everybody for talking and laughing to myself, staring at the opposite direction when conversing and mostly blocking out everything when it’s convenient. The strangest I gather would be imagining completely ridiculous and I’ll admit rather obtuse scenarios and observations. Often there are shareable ones and then there are rather private or esoteric or sometimes cynical ones that I forget later anyways.

So in a naive sense, since I’m too young to make life decisions that affect the rest, I’d like to apologize and forgive myself for feeling deep down that nosoul shall ever see mine.

Needless to say, I pray one day God will prove me wrong? =)

-Max

Tag

Tag from Tzyy

1. Six People to Tag
Yer… I don’t wanna tag ppl la. So whoever that see this and wanna do this tag also can come do =)

2. Six Things I’m Passionate About
Dancing (Of course dancing. Lol)
Money?
Music (No music no life)
Playing Games
FOOD <– Definately those delish food out there!!

3. Six Things I Say Too Often
Cibai
Fuck
Faggot
Diu
Lan
Eh

* Wah, out of the 6 got 5 vulgar.

4. Six Books I’ve Read Recently
Business and Corporate Law Book
Contract Act 1950
Secret of self made millionaires
Eragon
Eldest
Darren Shan : Demonata (BEC)

5. Six Songs I can Listen to Again and Again
Connie Talbot - Imagine
Jay - Rainbow
Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
Masayoshi Yamazaki - One more time, One more chance
Maroon 5 - Can’t Go Home Without You
Flo Rida & T.Pain - Get Low

6. Six Things I Learnt in the Past Year
How to place my myself above everything
How to cheer myself up
Style myself
I can survive without games
I can fail
Drink and Club

-Alex